And pensively i lay.. looking into endlessness...
my thoughts, my self, all at war within
I softly smiled.. insane i felt..
For inside my head i could feel my mind writhe..
For every time i smiled..
I heard my mind mock me..
for putting up a show..
for defying...
for pretending..
for denying..
but relentlessly smiling.. with no meaning..
I laughed at myself.. for reaching this point..
my own foolishness, my own mistakes..
but perhaps it would mount up soon..
to reach a level where it would hurt no more..
-Evangeline
Laugh on Life otherwise it’ll laugh on you. Keep writing. Love to read more.
ReplyDelete"but perhaps it would mount up soon..
ReplyDeleteto reach a level where it would hurt no more.."
that sums it all, well written lines.. :)
But always remember this, "Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience…" :)
Thank you Shine and Arun..
ReplyDeleteespecially for the wonderful lines you both have put in on Life :)