100 steps

I walked a hundred steps from where you and me parted ways.. 

the first ten steps I cried my heart out....

the next ten steps I turned around after every step to see if you were calling me back

the next ten steps I walked with my head hung low feeling hurt and cheated

the next ten steps I wanted my life to end.. I felt like my heart would stop beating and burst with pain

the next ten steps I missed holding your hand and thought of all that you had meant to me..

the next ten steps I hated you for having done this to me..

the next ten steps I hated myself for letting you do this to me...

the next ten steps I hated the whole world and told myself I don't want to know you anymore..

the next ten steps I said "what the fck!! I don't need anyone.." and taught myself to feel strong even while I was alone

the next 9 steps I laughed at the world and at you for being one among them..

The last one step a tear escaped my eye, when i heard that song which we both loved and I missed you ever so much.. and I wished you were mine...